» - @ Tuesday, February 8
HI!!!!! you know what. actually im kinda thinking if i should migrate to livejournal instead of staying put on blogger. LOL nobody reads it actually but i think i'd like a new environment, hmm. shall consider! =/
on the 2nd it was jieyi's 17th birthday! :) hahaa we didnt celebrate tho as it's chu xi! =/ haha, nevertheless i hope she had enjoyed herself that day! :D haha.
so today's the 8th and the appeal results will be out at 2pm later on~ ._. i dont know the success rates but all i can do now is hope and pray i'd get into any one of them esp my first one. lol.
its the cny period nao. i know its a little today late since chu yi - san is like alr over haha but! im still gonna go bai nian at people's house!! like for example ytd's at vin's, today at jm's, fri's at giselle and maybe one of these day's jolene's! not forgetting tuition teacher's! hahah =p
suddenly hope that thirst no.4 would fly to sg now! cant wait for it. blame myself for reading thirst no2&3 so fast in dec. regret la! T_T haha~
alright. shall stop now. idk hw to continue.
» take take take it all but you never give @ Thursday, January 27
i guess the holidays really made me superrrrrr lazy~ and recently im always late for meetups. lol. not always. most of the time? =/ lol~
so. received my posting results ytd and.. im so disappointed. lol. got into np's early childhood. im fine with the course actually. but why am i so fucked up? its because i didnt get into business (i knew it) and sci (i met the cop & req for perfumery, but not applied chem) wtf. fuck the jae'11. couldnt get into what i wanted, not even sci? -sigh- i know its pointless to complain all day long but after all its gonna be 3 years in that course and it kinda determines our future. i know we can get into university and get a degree for smth else but how? we need a good GPA probably 3.8 how can i do it.... :( so stressful. b4 o lvls its worrying abt the difficulty level. aft o lvls i worry abt my results. aft my results i worry abt the posting. aft posting results i worry abt my appeal. i really really want and hope i can get into chemical and biomolecular engineering at np.
i feel like.. like.. idk what i feel like. totally moodless -_- !@#$%^&*() my dad sounded as if he was screaming over the phone when i told him i got into early childhood -.- maybe i've got higher expectations of myself or whatever but thats just what i got in, what i like (not the most, tho). dad wants me either in business or sci. and im trying. lucks for my appeal. =/.
argh i swear i can freaking complain again as long as im not asleep but i think everyone would throw bricks at me and hope i'll stfu. so i'll stfu first. bye.
» like an empty box. @ Saturday, January 22
i dont think anybody reads this blog, right? hahaha~dont expect anyone to anyway, lol. :s im actually quite worried about our posting results. it kind determines what we're gonna be in future, imagine studying all these business/sci related stuffs. oh well~reality reality and more reality.
and so im quite tired but i dont wish to sleep now even though i look like some skinny panda with not-so-dark eyebags. hmm. contradicting much? hahaha. so i've been just thinking about how much girls would do for guys and likewise. like how much we actually say we'd do to hurt ourselves to ease the pain. like slitting ourselves haha. this feels so sec1-2.
kinda interesting to see what each guy brings you huh. from sitting up on your bed for hours thinking about what you've said to each other that day, the day before to holding your phone and hoping his name would magically appear on your phone in the form of a text message saying a simple 'hey asleep yet?' hahaa. :s so much but everything runs through your mind, so perfectly! haha.
omg i feel so emo! lol -.- i cant let this get into me DDDDDDD: still rmbr-ed a funnt scene when i just on-ed my computer. like..
me: -sian face-
*turns on windows music player*
song: I WANNA SEE YOUR PEACOCK!
me: -_-........
like the song doesnt really fit the atmopshere~ hmmm. this week feels so busy, but i like! it beats staying at home like, facing the tv and the com from 1pm-1am playing the same old game =_= i feel so fking lifeless. its time to set my body alarm at the 'sleep early, wake up early' mode. those stupid pimples have been appearing on my forehead recently and there's 2 more special ones on both my cheeks. CUTE OR WHAT HAHAHA wtfffff. -_____- and one more in between my eyebrows.
weilun: wah cheryl, whats that on your head? become indian alr ah?
me: -_-!
shah: i can still rmbr ur racial harmony day costume ah u put that indian thingy blahblah
me: -_-!!!!!!!!
lol. ok i knw my whole post feels so emo and sian and long and stupid but if you managed to read till the end of this post.. then i've got nth to say except applaud. *clap hands*
AND ITS NOT THE END OF THE POST YET MAN. i still got much more rubbish to say! :/ afterall im quite a rubbish person. hehe, the only happy thing i can think of now is the horoscope thingy my friend showed me. checked sagittarius horoscope with _'s and HAH it match ok! so-so, but there aren't any 'reject' signs hehe! lol -.- shitt get over it cheryl hahaha.
ok baiii shall post another day when i got the hweeling bai bai!
